It's hard for me to find magic sometimes.

Yesterday was a lunar eclipse supermoon. I had every intention on spending some time with my craft last night; whether it was tarot, meditation or something else, I wasn't sure, but I definitely thought about spending time under the moon, reflecting on this journey.

Turns out a friend was a bit down, so I invited him over for dinner. (He is also, budding on this path as well, though he wouldn't admit it directly; hell, he was the one that mentioned to me that there was a supermoon!)

I find it incredibly difficult to carve time and space for this pursuit. Yet, I cannot deny that it desires to be sought and found.

I asked on mastodon recently; How often to people practice their craft? There was one response from Savah Rellcast that I just adored:

Right now, I feel a kind of duality, I am on the path / I am not on the path. I am trying to reconcile these two existences into one. I have a feeling it is less about trying, and more about being. I admire my wife Faelan. She has this ability to reject classification and can exist without being confined by definition.

My previous life with evangelicalism, dictated things should be bound into systems. Part of embarking on this path is to remove these systems from my life and to embrace magic when and where I find it.